i need an inspiration

i change the theme of my other blog. it's a new look with a new header and stuff. i changed it to my thought that it would give me a clear mind to write new things and give me some inspiration. however, i am still blank. i want to write something so badly that is out of my creative mind. not this kind of writing because what i write here is basically kiddish rants.

i want to write something mysterious, catchy, something based on experience, something fiction but true to life, and something unrealistically fictitious. i want to play with words like i never had tried doin'. my mind is located somewhere i could not find. if it were in a different dimension, i would travel across black holes and swim through vortexes just to find it. now i'm starting to suck. please, pull the trigger on me.