shunning myself

i'm still not ready to face people. you know I haven't been returning any messages from either facebook or phone. i still can't get over about the graduation issues check this. grrr. sometimes i thought of deactivating my account but i need to be updated too. i hate it because i dont have enough cash to tide me over. so i would have to limit my trippings to at least two. f*ck that really. i should have not bought those hair dyes, usb mouse and some stupid things. got four swimming trips, one cinema (i'd really like to watch the avengers), and a go-anywhere-eat-there-ride-here trip. and i couldn't turn them all down. can someone please spare me some cash?!

argghh this is crazy! i have posted five posts in a day. never done that before.